mY lIfE

October 28th, 2007

It is God tt open His window wide open 2 throw His generous blessing upon my life… my life in financial aspect is blooming… tt enable me 2 reach certain level of my dream… tt allows me 2 purchase certain of my wants. God, I pray tt i will not bckslide but instead 2 serve ur more & draw closer 2 u … 4 i noe da danger of it if m not. Hold me close, hold me tight… nvr let me go, O Lord Jesus. Help me 2 always give thks & remember Ur great love, Ur divine guidance & Ur firm protection upon me & my family. Still there are not so good or even frustrating things happen in my life every now & then BUT let me hv a firm foundation of U in my life. A full trust like a child trusting her parents.

My life don belongs 2 me.. is belongs 2 U. Lord, mold me as U wan me 2. Discipline
me when i go sway fro U. Nothing is more scary than losing U in my life 4 becoz of U I exists. Becoz of U, i began 2 hv hope. A hope tt no one can give. A hope tt drive me once again 2 hv energy/courage 2 face da world, 2 survive in tis world. w/o U, I might not be in tis world oredi.

Jesus, i really happy tt U find me & I find U. Indescribable joy juz overflow, overwhelmed me 2nite as I write this blog. I dunno y all da sudden i wrote in tis way. I juz dunno wat 2 say… I juz wan 2 say THANK YOU, JESUS 4 everything U hv done 4 me. 4 being there 4 me. Never a heartbeat away. I really really thank U from da bottom of my heart. & let Ur will be done in my life and I really mean it, Lord.

I LOV U, MY PRECIOUS JESUS….

2day our GG hv Ladies Fellowship program, titled "Shades of Blue". So everyone wearing all types of blue color family dress.  Like a waves of sea. =) earings blue, blue tinted glasses, blue shoes, blue color fingernail & etc. It was very fun & enjoyable section. Everyone got to do their own runway.. u noe.. catwalk. hehe everyone is so sporting. Old & young. We hv a great laugh. Lov it! =)

Recently, i hv listen 2 a song. A very simple & old song. Nice rhythm… is called The Rose sung by Bette Midler.

 


The rose

Some say love, it is a river, that drowns the tender reed
Some say love, it is a razor, that leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love, it is a hunger, an endless aching need
I say love, it is a flower, and you, it’s only seed

Its the heart afraid of breaking, that never learns to dance
Its the dream afraid of waking, that never takes the chance
Its the one who won’t be taken, the one who can’t seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying, that never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely and the road has been too long
And you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong
Just remember that in the winter, far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed, that with the sun’s love in the spring becomes the rose.

miss NCIS…

October 16th, 2007

I miss my NCIS show… sigh! none of the CSI can match wif this one… Even BAU beat them…

hmm… two more mths to go b4 end year of 07. So much things to do yet so little time 2execute.. or it just me tt hv wasted the precious time.. anyway, this yr is still a great year 4 me, not only in my career but oso my spiritual life. There is season of pain & sorrow. There is season of accomplishment & release as well. I don hv much regret & @ da same time i strive 2 do better next yr.

nex yr, i planned 2 buy a new comp! reali kenot wait liao… counting da days now. my current is as slow as turtle. so little space 4 my "collections". Quad core processor is my target if budget allowed. or else settle 4 extreme dual core oso can. 120gb hard disk. 1 or 2G ram?  better graphic card… then i will install all my latest design & AV software into it.. keke.. then sharpen up my 3D skill once again.

thn if can.. if can.. if can.. i wan 2 buy TF… hm.. budget… budget.. budget… my hand is itchy ler… wan @ least got one lar…