Dual Mood

Yesterday nite i was suppose 2 attend our HC Christmas party & m da song leader =P

Was preparing my mood wif excitement bcoz can BBQ. Yummy! But suddenly my phone beep… 1 new msg received. Open it up & read it. Shock me off. Quickly i call Esther 2 verify something. Can’t get thru so i call another best friend of her, Alice. Confirmed is her. I was stunned. Izzit really true… how tis happened? sad… she will b my 2nd fren of mine passed away, sis Slyvia. My 1st is during my 1s yr of college if m not mistaken. M not close as Esther, Alice & others wif her. Not realy same batch but still we do hv fellowship. V hv lost contact a few yrs ago. Only recently when she attend one of my church member wedding, we met again & sad 2 say it is our very last time.

M still joining da HC party. After party, around 11pm v rush 2 da funeral place. b4 m go there, i oredi noe tt v not able 2 c her 4 one last time coz she has request her family member 2 seal da coffin. Reason being is becoz of da appearance. Her sickness has caused her 2 b so sick where she has lost a numerous amt of weight & skin condition has turn bad. She only weight 20kg… v meet her sis… get 2 noe da whole situation how thing happen. It was a sad case. no one noe abt her situation as she choose 2 hide it 4 various reason. Even fro her own family member… she stubbornly choose 2 end it rather than 2 heal it. I believe tt’s alot of negative factor tt push her 2 make tis decision. i will say she has choose wrongly. Til now i still dun understand o mayb i shall choose 2 say tt i dun wan 2 accept da fact how things could happen in tis way… but now, there’s is no turning bck… wat v can do now is continue 2 keep in touch wif our fren…

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